times like these make me so glad I have the guy that I do. We work through every fucking thing .I love him more than anything in the world. 

On the downside, I fucked SO much up with other people. Great. remember that whole thing of changing so people like me? Yeah thats gotta start ASAP. And like 20x  more than before. Woot for having everyone that knows you hate you. Self pity ftw <3